There are some things in life that you just can't explain. You can't explain racism, you can't explain Tweetie Bird tattoos, and you most definitely cannot explain relationships. I don't just mean boyfriend/girlfriend relations (though those will be mentioned), I am mostly referring to a simple relationship between two people. However, I use the word "simple" incredibly lightly because things are simple for a couple of nanoseconds and then they become complicated. It's the honest-to-god-truth. I can't have a simple relationship with anyone. ever. There is always drama; drama over boys, or other friends, or little differences, or all of the above.
However, boyfriend/girlfriend relationships are complicated on an entirely different level. There's always a problem, whether it may be a clingy girlfriend, an ass of a boyfriend, or simply a poor girl who just can't seem to catch a break (i.e. me). I try guys, I swear that I do. I swear that I'm nice, and I swear that I don't get too attached, or anything, it just goes sour. Sometimes, I'll admit, it's my fault because I simply lose interest (not as bad as it sounds), but in other cases, I just do something wrong that I can't explain. I don't know what it is -- probably my face -- but after like a week and a half, the "relationship" becomes much more complicated than it should be. I understand that I'm young, and I understand that I have decades before I need to worry about finding a male, but, you know, sometimes you get lonely. I get lonely. I get lonely all the FUCKING time. I don't even need someone to cuddle me, or call me, if I just got a couple texts here and there, day would = made. But, life is not like that.
